my meandering in the world of wonders!

I wonder at my desire to love people perpetually and unfathomably that everyone would want to stick by.
I wonder at the people who still yearns for an escape and run away.
I wonder at my stupidity to fantasize cartoon characters even at age of 22. and finding t he answers of questions like, do ideal matches exist?Β 
I wonder if my ideal match, if there was someone of a like, was hit by a truck?
I wonder at the rationalism and realism, and the perpetuity thereof with which they force me towards themselves.
I wonder at my courage to break away and dream.
I wonder at my ability to drive people out of my mind, my life, my thoughts, my memories, once I’ve abandoned them.
I wonder at the element of missing them, which still remains regardless of everything else.
I wonder at the being too good myself, that i consider nothing good-er. and wonder if the people who miss out the obvious exquisite good-ness in me are blind?
I wonder if i live in the world full of blinds?
I wonder at the excess nobility that thrives in me.
I wonder at my lack of ability to express it to the world.
I wonder about my narcissism
and I wonder if it also includes you.
and I wonder at my wondering!

14 thoughts on “my meandering in the world of wonders!

  1. I wonder what made you wonder so much… πŸ˜‰

    Ah well, the human mind loves to wander; lo and behold! You tend to wonder!

    Peace. Have a great weekend.


    Greetings Ms. Alaena,

    Good to hear from you again. And yes, my blog’s been updated a number of times since your last drop-in. πŸ˜› So, you do have a lot to catch up with.

    *grin*

    Peace.

  2. I wonder at my stupidity to fantasize cartoon characters even at age of 22. and finding t he answers of questions like, do ideal matches exist?
    I wonder if my ideal match, if there was someone of a like, was hit by a truck?

    Are you talking about roadrunner coyote ?? πŸ˜‰

    I wonder if it is like this πŸ˜›

  3. Fantasize cartoon characters?
    “badhu normal che ne?” lol lol..:P:P:P

    Well its great to know that u know that you are a great human being and people should value u..!!

    And for the people who dont..!!
    ‘this is one roller coaster ride they ll miss’

    Cheers!!

  4. What can I say about this? That I can completely understand each word of it You already know it.. This post reminded of me, didnt it?

    Are we really foolish thinking that there will be this one person who love us for who we are? Nothing more and nothing less?

    As days go by, I feel Im going to like Carrie Bradshaw from Sex and the City! I would love to be a columnist and I will most certainly be single πŸ˜› bcas my prince Charming in your words would have turned into the frog the moment I kissed him

  5. i somehow, didnt get that ‘badhu normal che ne?” lol lol..:P:P:P’ rohan, i know it is something funny, but whatt??

    Rash: *sigh* lol but i kinda enjoy this similar emotional rides we’re through. despite everything in me telling the same i still like to believe otherwise πŸ˜›

  6. Gujrati—> Badhu normal che ne?
    English—> Everything is normal na ?
    Hindi—-> Sab Thik thaak hai na?

    Marathi—-> Err..i used to always fail so never mind πŸ˜›

    Reference to context: Fantasize cartoon characters!

    He he ha ha ho ho :P:P!!

  7. i wonder how come u write all this with use of words which i have seldom heard :0

    quite strange ehh!!

    yea and u do wonder everyday and yes u keep fantasizing cartoon characters every time …..hehe

    peter pan :p

  8. the world has always been strange…[ the same is with me]

    or rather our mental scalings differ from the rest of materialistic world..!

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